really

I am trying to get motivated to write stuff on this, but it is hard to want to write when I don't even care what I have to say.... snap. Wish I won the top amatuer rider classification at Nature Valley Grand Prix... I don't think I ever will though.... I like going around endlessly in circles much better, and jumping over obstacles, also I was told this weekend that my break mate could not "pass me on the downhills, but was happy to pull on the uphills"... ummm, I guess I could loose a few pounds? or stick to going round and round in circles and keep eating hohos....

Inspired to work.....

I have been thinking alot about what it takes people to get what they really want out of life - work, dedication, discipline, the ability to struggle while seeing an ultimate goal somewhere down the line. I have, after reading a couple of inspiring blogs (god I am such a lurker)and really really thinking about it for reals decided to 100% commit to going back to school, cutting my work hours, making less money, and riding my bike more. You only get one go around...

Apparently

I was just informed that I am not a pro - On another note I am looking at sponsor's for this upcoming fall cross season - I was thinking about a milk sponsor - like horizon, which is delicious, then I read about how they are big jerks to thier cows. then I thought, what about organic valley. I now swear by chocolate milk after races. If you have not tried it I highly recommend it. also if anyone knows of sponsors who love throwing their money away on a mediocre racer such as myself, let me know......

Most professional......

now all I need is a tan....

this weekend

two races - one too early one too late. Looking forward to finding my legs. Wishing that it did not rain today... no luck with that. Hoping that shitty people didn't decide to break bottles all over the course this weekend too.